RATING: C-17 for sex and violence and language
WARNINGS: oncon (in later chapters), torture, abuse, violence, canonical character death.
SUMMARY: post-civil war/pre-secret invasion AU where Steve is dead, Tony's a mess, and everything sucks. In which Tony deals poorly with Steve's death, falls off the wagon, and sees ghosts. Oh, and the skrulls are about to invade.
CHAPTER 19: the Good Soldier
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